New layout! The first editor that didn’t work out so I got a second one! How have I been? Alive and just suffering from my endo and other symptoms from my hiatal hernia which happens sometimes from bariatric surgery after awhile. This have been busy and by that, overstimulating and whatnot. So, I’m annoyed and crying a lot because I’m worried about my husband and whatnot. Though, it’s to be expected when he’s suddenly a Type II Diabetic and things have to change for the better. Though I’m not sure if I want to celebrate my life or my birthday this year. I feel so deflated as a person and when I get my surgery in April, in little over a month, then I can recharge but the fact is I might have to get other surgery and so, I’ll schedule that one further out to heal. But it will be due to my hiatal hernia which isn’t so great because it has been giving me problems and I hate it. Thursday, I get my hair cut and I’m shortening it again because I cannot stand the length or height of my hair any longer plus, I think pixie cuts suits me more but whatever. I hate this nonsense. Plus, I gotta figure out how to see my surgeon for that hernia next week because two surgeries in a year is a lot but it’s causing me to leave work and I hate that. I like my job. And my surgeon is only available on certain days and I work those days which sucks badly.
The Beautiful Letdown
