How has been the recovery for my surgery been? Hectic. Crazy. Painful. Worth it all because it got rid of the Endo in me and thus I was able to get some answers which was crazy to start with. Apparently, the surgery details and the surgery itself went without a hitch and I got my pathology report: Apparently there are 4 stages of endometriosis. I had stage 2. It’s not the worst but they did cut out a lot of lesions in me behind my uterus. I even have the pictures of it inside, honestly and it sucks badly that a lot of that bad stuff was happening inside of me. It was difficult and still is that I’m lightly recovering because after all with the removal of my uterus and cervix, they had to stitch me up inside and that causes a lot of bleeding. Pain is off and on. Intense to lightly there, to nothing at all. It’s frustrating to recover for 6 weeks and basically do nothing but walk and even that is exhausting.

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The new layout didn’t work out, unfortunately. Why? It was a headache because they wanted to do dynamic, and not on the code, so the code it stopped working and I paid too much for it. The first time they didn’t listen to me and the second, I didn’t like the direction though I had to be refunded on the first creator and also I spent too much time on this. It annoys me. I’m getting my friend Karen to do my layout again. She’s amazing and does it for free! I appreciate it, so much. I can’t say that enough.

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New layout! The first editor that didn’t work out so I got a second one! How have I been? Alive and just suffering from my endo and other symptoms from my hiatal hernia which happens sometimes from bariatric surgery after awhile. This have been busy and by that, overstimulating and whatnot. So, I’m annoyed and crying a lot because I’m worried about my husband and whatnot. Though, it’s to be expected when he’s suddenly a Type II Diabetic and things have to change for the better. Though I’m not sure if I want to celebrate my life or my birthday this year. I feel so deflated as a person and when I get my surgery in April, in little over a month, then I can recharge but the fact is I might have to get other surgery and so, I’ll schedule that one further out to heal. But it will be due to my hiatal hernia which isn’t so great because it has been giving me problems and I hate it. Thursday, I get my hair cut and I’m shortening it again because I cannot stand the length or height of my hair any longer plus, I think pixie cuts suits me more but whatever. I hate this nonsense. Plus, I gotta figure out how to see my surgeon for that hernia next week because two surgeries in a year is a lot but it’s causing me to leave work and I hate that. I like my job. And my surgeon is only available on certain days and I work those days which sucks badly.

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