Sooooo I’ve been hypomanic so my doctor or rather my psychiatric nurse practitioner bumped up my mood stabilizer from 1 mg to 3 mg and it’s been helping. I’ve been in a contact good mood and it’s been destructive and it’s more than an elated mood but rather impulsivity and irritability and being able to stay asleep–trouble sleeping, racing thoughts and for me spending lots of money that we don’t necessarily have and it’s put a big strain on my relationship with my husband. So, we’ve been fighting more and more because of it but I quickly realized that something was wrong when talking to my NP and finally got my meds adjusted and seeing a therapist or clinical social worker that does CBT. I’m pretty much in remission for my BPD aka my Borderline Personality Disorder which I worked on a long time with. Anyhow, with that resolved, I’m ready to go back to work and I already have my new schedule.

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How has it been? Luckily, I’m going back to work in a few weeks but in the meantime, I’m going to my cousin’s wedding– FINALLY! He’s been with his girlfriend for a long time and at this point, I’m happy for them and scrambling to find something to wear for the wedding! EEK I’m so excited! We are so close and honestly, grew up together, and he’s on my father’s side–the side I can’t understand all the way because I don’t speak Spanish but my husband does. I wish I could. I would learn if my brain didn’t mess up English, my native language. Layout is still being made. Good luck to that, I guess XD Enjoy my new affliate, Sasha~! Check her out! YAY!

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Surgery went well and honestly? It sucked afterwards because for two weeks I was on a liquid diet but now back onto soft foods now for a month. I still have a month off work. Thank goodness. I’m being paid for it due to short term disability. Thank goodness again! Back into gaming again and found my old save file for Xenogears. Loving the game on the PS Vita. Old school jrpgs are for me. I’m healing up nicely according to the doctor.

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