The new layout didn’t work out, unfortunately. Why? It was a headache because they wanted to do dynamic, and not on the code, so the code it stopped working and I paid too much for it. The first time they didn’t listen to me and the second, I didn’t like the direction though I had to be refunded on the first creator and also I spent too much time on this. It annoys me. I’m getting my friend Karen to do my layout again. She’s amazing and does it for free! I appreciate it, so much. I can’t say that enough.
My husband is doing better- already lost 20 lbs and is managing his blood sugars well, with the help of medication and lifestyle changes. I’m glad that my cooking all the time despite the exhaustion of doing so, is aiding him well. I’m trying to figure out what happens when I get my hysterectomy in about two weeks, I’ll be unable to cook most of the time because they will remove my uterus, and cervix leaving my ovaries so I don’t go into menopause. And I’ll have restrictions really like no lifting, no sex, no baths and many pre op things to do like prepping my bowels etc; and going into a clear liquid diet. I’m also dealing with hiatal hernia….so October 5th and I’ll be out again for about 4-5 weeks and I’ll have to stay overnight at the hospital.
Yay. I’m not looking forward to that though the date could change and I figure I’d get it done when my deductible was met, because this is pretty much will be covered. I’ve been dealing with symptoms that made hernia worse like nausea etc; and had to miss work a few times or go home early—I’m tired even exasperated by it. I’m dealing with bad depression too because of a flawed body and it’s testing my faith in myself and my weight doesn’t help with my gynecologist prescribing me a depo shot, because it made me gain more than 5 lbs and it makes me hate my body and worry about my back. That’s why I lost the weight originally for– I worry about it even though I don’t have a thin tummy despite reaching high school weight: 115lbs.
It was a miserable experience. I hate how my retired doctor offered me this office when it was always hard to get ahold of my new gynecologist, and also, never really listening to me despite my concerns. I’m going to have cancel my appointments with that doctor because honestly? She wanted me to do physical therapy and honestly, I just wanted relief from the pain, so I went over her and went to the surgeon that does hysterectomies, and while out of pocket, like for every plan, because for some reason he is; I had no choice. I really didn’t want to wait for the pain and I even did shots in my pelvis and while that helped, it wasn’t long term along with the meds. They aren’t long term and can cause problems. Yay! I hate how as women or anyone with a uterus, that we haven’t gotten anything for pain nor do doctors take us seriously about periods and the whole thing regarding it.
I hate how finances are tight, always, and like with my husband and his glucose monitor, unable to afford 74.99 USD a month just to monitor his blood sugars and struggling to get his finger pricked, and not having enough blood flow. Despite our insurance, we cannot afford it or even so we gotta struggle. It sucks. Otherwise, 200 USD for three months which is ridiculous. I hate this nonsense. Hell, my hospital charged under 10K for my surgery and it’s a crime, because they are certainly inflating it and I still have to pay 25% of the 1400 USD.
I plan on gaming …during my two leaves…
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