Updates NOW!? What GIVES!?

I’ve been neglecting this blog because I believed that a new layout would be here already but, it’s almost done and it’s great by the way and made by the lovely affiliate Karen, which is fantastic. How has life been? Work been? Hard to say because I’ve started TMS aka Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation. Google it. It’s great and it has helped me a whole lot in the past, so I decided to try it again within my doctor’s office. And I met my deductible for the year since I’m in the US and health insurance is tied to your employer. Stupid, honestly. Plus my strength for blogging has been diminished because of said depression, really as it has been overwhelmingly awful on me and any past activities I’ve done and had fun with. Yet, I’m not well in a lot of ways.

{insert why the US doesn’t have single healthcare system}

Something Wonderful

Sorry for the lack of updates, because honestly? It’s been crazy these last few weeks going into March meaning with my new position and training for it. Luckily, it’s okay now because I’m slowly getting the hang of it and it’s great, honestly. I wish I would have listened to myself better rather than doubt myself because it got so hard, or I thought it was going to be so hard in the end. It wasn’t. I shouldn’t have allowed the depression to get back at me but it’s harder than I thought to battle it when I have my anxiety flaring up because of expectations from others but it’s fine now. I’m slowly getting into the routine of it all. Thank God!

Times Are Spent Better Together

Might or might not delete this entry because I feel like a lot has happened recently that I’m unable to record or even type it all out but the gist of it is that I got a new promotion at work and starting this upcoming Monday, I’ll be training really really early in the morning for it around 5 (which will be my new schedule, too) until 2 or 3 in the afternoon plus a pay raise. A dollar and 50 cent pay raise which is fantastic! Plus, it’s full time too! I’ll be the book keeper, well, assistant Bookkeeper or rather their insane title for it: Assistant Administrator Coordinator. Woot what a mouthful!