So, it’s official. I left my gynecologist doctor and office because they couldn’t treat me correctly for my endometriosis since she wasn’t specified in that field–not to mention that they were always booked and busy. It sucks. I only went with them on the recommendation via my retiring male gynecologist, and the fact that they were near and had several offices–but they are way overbooked etc; to the point of frustration but I wouldn’t dare go back to this practice again for those reasons. Plus, I didn’t want to bother with therapy, pelvic therapy and wait three months instead of being referred to a specialist. Plus my moods have been tanking because of pain–pain from my endometriosis. It’s a trigger. Pain is always a trigger. Pain was always used against me by everyone I knew that took care of me and whatnot, so it’s sucky either way.

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How was recovery? How well did the surgery help? It helped confirm Endometriosis but that’s all because while they took out some samples, they didn’t take it out fully and instead took pictures of the insides of me and my pelvis where it was currently at. I thought or had thought they were going to do more but it explains all my symptoms including the ulcer no doubt since that shit is linked. But since it came back worse than ever, I’m having to see a specialist and probably be put on heavy medications which worry me greatly because of their side effects and whatnot. It leaves you with chronic pain since again, Endometriosis is the uterus lining grows anywhere. A full or even partial hysterectomy wasn’t considered because of my age and the effects of it on my other organs plus menopause happening soon after. And I’d have to take hormone shots and whatnot plus the damage it would do to my brain and whatnot; so that was a no go. Plus I’m getting into Pelvic therapy because of where the Endometriosis was at and how it’s affected that area badly.

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