I go back to work in less than one week and honestly? I’m ready for it. I’m ready to go back to work and be productive again and be around familiar faces plus, I’ll be back in my old position of Service Supervisor which is fantastic by the way because my previous entry was about me not fitting into my new position and asking to step down from it. I don’t know if it was the right or wrong call but I had to do what was right for me in that moment and I know maybe I jumped the gun but the fact I was in that position for a month or two…I think I judged myself well in knowing what I was good at and not. I think that’s a good enough way to judge if I’m perfect for the position or not despite my depression raging in the background and me taking all of May off to get TMS done.
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I’ve been neglecting this blog because I believed that a new layout would be here already but, it’s almost done and it’s great by the way and made by the lovely affiliate Karen, which is fantastic. How has life been? Work been? Hard to say because I’ve started TMS aka Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation. Google it. It’s great and it has helped me a whole lot in the past, so I decided to try it again within my doctor’s office. And I met my deductible for the year since I’m in the US and health insurance is tied to your employer. Stupid, honestly. Plus my strength for blogging has been diminished because of said depression, really as it has been overwhelmingly awful on me and any past activities I’ve done and had fun with. Yet, I’m not well in a lot of ways.

{insert why the US doesn’t have single healthcare system}
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