Husband is doing well- 20 lbs lost from Ozempic already on the lowest dose, plus, he’s good at adapting this new life style though it still pains me because I feel like it’s my fault and I’ll probably be blamed because in Hispanic families, the wife is always meant to take care of the husband but the new wave of feminism dictates that he can do as he pleased and I’m not his keeper, either. I guess, old habits die hard but I’m cooking a lot of salmon and fish in general and it’s been challenging really. The real meat of this story is that I’m doing okay mentally though exhausted physically and working overtime sometimes gets to me plus like I mentioned that a lot of people left for various reasons….and I’m dealing the unfamiliarity of it all. I hate change. I think I hate it most of it all…
Then I saw my doctor….that did my gallbladder surgery and my bariatric and I’ll need hernia surgery and whatever else, but I’m scheduling for it way out in October so I can get paid fully for my time off work. Apparently, this happens, sometimes with a gastric sleeve and honestly? Two surgeries in one year? Yikes. Only three weeks to go for my main gynecologic surgery aka my partial hysterectomy. My ovaries are staying because I don’t need to enter menopause which is another joy of having a uterus. I’m tired of working and just life in general. I am having trouble reaching out and feeling apathetic. I’m mostly in a very observant mood thus just watching and reacting to people. At least with my time off coming up, my dog Marley will love it.
She loves me most of all.
I wish I had more to report on my moods and whatnot. I’m just tired….
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