All The Tidings In The World

So, I’m hoping to avoid that, unfortunately, it’s all been weighing on me heavily to the point that I had to cry about it–and when I mean cry, I just sobbed about it since I was holding it all in, which doesn’t do me any good apparently. Y0u think I’d know that and I do, but it’s hard sometimes. I guess, it is what it is. I made sure to put in days off for my doctor appointments so they can be approved for work, because I had to make sure I get them off before anyone else, honestly. First come first serve basis, really. I’ll be paid less that next week but I gotta take care of myself and that means going to the many god forsaken doctor appointments as possible to dela with these new issues. In the end, I suppose it could be worse, though I’m not sure. Even work is changing again with our current department head Lisha leaving for something better because of her divorce and just not making enough money which I completely understand. Sometimes you gotta better yourself and that means sometimes, leaving what you’re used to for the unfamiliar.

I guess, I’m worried about how the new department head of the Front End will be like…We got a bad one when the other one quit and honestly, I’m hoping for the best for us in the front end but I really believe in the people that I work with and we really do get things done and refuse to actually do anything half ass, really; so everything should be all right at work, I suppose. I’m just worried, that’s all.