It’s almost at an end; what is? My leave and for once, I’m glad that I took this lasting vacation as others may call it even if I didn’t see it as that, as a way to recharge after the events of work and the stresses of my medical problems. In the end, this is the second to last time that I’ll need this leave of absence but I am glad that my work is very lenient and allows this with the proper paperwork, of course.
What’s more is that Marley came back with no cancer in that tumor that blew up on her heel and since it was labeled as nonaggressive, its chances of coming back isn’t very likely which is a good thing for us, monetary wise and health wise. I don’t think I could deal with a pet with cancer as I had faced that myself with the polyps in my gallbladder and they weren’t cancerous at all—great news but the fact that it comes out of the woodwork that someone at my husband’s job has cancer and stage 4, breaks my heart because this coworker knew of me and Marley’s troubles so it pains me to know that they have the prognosis of living only 1-4 years max from stage 4 breast cancer.God .
In the end, I’m blessed for sure and while, I restarted Telehealth, for my mental illness along with the trauma that I still carry mostly in my sleep, which haunts and plagues me, no doubt; it’s beginning to take its toll on my physical health but the fact that I managed to get down to 118 lbs is incredible as documented on my instagram, which is linked, of course. In the end, good things have happened as well as the bad. I’ll make that post when it comes closer to it.
Speaking of Marley, she’s doing better though on Friday, she’ll get that cone off and her stitches out–which I’m sure she’s grateful for and I forgot to mention how gnarly stitches are especially since they aren’t exactly a western medical practice, at least from my historical knowledge. Though my husband and I are ready for this all to be over for me and for Marley. In the end, this update is more likely that, an update. An update until I get a new layout in place and figure out things.