It has been awhile, hasn’t it? New layout isn’t ready yet but it should be soon later in a month or two, but I’m not worried about any of it because it will get done sooner or later. I trust my friends and trust myself. It will get it done but what has gotten around? What has happened? Did I mention that I have a hiatal hernia? It’s being scheduled for surgery on the 27th, so that means more cuts in my stomach area and more healing time off work. In the end, it’s to help with pain but regarding the previous surgery back in April for my endo, as I had the post op appointment: It went well! Healing nicely!
What has changed? A lot of people left and despite dealing with more sexual harassment at work from male customers (figure that out!), and having a department head step down and watching people in general, things are okay on my end despite my getting surgery in a week. A week of work. Exhausting work but why bother? I thoroughly enjoy my job but I felt a lot of my potential leave me because schooling was just too difficult for me and plus, trauma rewrote my brain from the years of abuse but I think I can’t follow my dreams, I’ll just have to make new ones, you know? Depression is a veil at times and it can suck but I won’t let it best me anytime soon. Just a short entry. I plan on making a bigger entry when I get to my surgery and my birthday on 08/08, until then, take care!
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