Sorry for the lack of updates, because honestly? It’s been crazy these last few weeks going into March meaning with my new position and training for it. Luckily, it’s okay now because I’m slowly getting the hang of it and it’s great, honestly. I wish I would have listened to myself better rather than doubt myself because it got so hard, or I thought it was going to be so hard in the end. It wasn’t. I shouldn’t have allowed the depression to get back at me but it’s harder than I thought to battle it when I have my anxiety flaring up because of expectations from others but it’s fine now. I’m slowly getting into the routine of it all. Thank God!
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